anintelligentoctopus:
geekboots:
anintelligentoctopus:
I’m not sure that I’ve ever related to character as much as Rowdy Yates. I love a lot of characters, and I relate to elements of other characters (like Vila and Trapper). I’m very attached to Pete (still not entirely sure why), but I swear I keep seeing so much of myself in Rowdy
apologies for derailing this, but i was thinking about why Rowdy is my favorite the other day and it struck me that although i like Rowdy the best, i’m probably a lot more similar in personality to Mr. Favor.
Rowdy has a lot of qualities that i wish i had (kind and understanding, emotional…sometimes to a fault, suave but somehow still kind of awkward and uncertain of himself; he’s a fucking cinnamon roll) but Mr. Favor (distant, calculating, brutally pragmatic at times; more of a leader than a friend) is more what i am.
i don’t quite understand what makes Rowdy tick, not in a firsthand sort of way, and maybe that’s what fascinates me about him so much.
I think it’s those qualities of Rowdy’s that are why I relate to him- emotional, his awkwardness and uncertainty, a bit of a temper (and that habit of touching his face when he’s feeling awkward). Rowdy is a little more confident and outgoing than me, but that’s a matter of my own issues rather than personality I think (I was a lot more outgoing when I was younger, and I can be more outgoing in the right circumstances).
If anything, I think Pete is the one I wish I was more like- cool and level-headed, dependable, easygoing
This question is interesting and I have been mulling over it for a day or so. I think I “am” both Favor and Rowdy (I tend to be rational, pragmatic and task-oriented, but I am also outgoing and fairly helpful, and can be impulsive at times). But I “desire” Rowdy, because he is young, enthusiastic and sweet, and if I met someone like Favor in RL I wouldn’t touch them with a barge pole (way too bossy and unwilling to negotiate).
Twenty or so years ago I wrote a dozen or so RH stories, mostly from Favor’s pov, because I could articulate why I found Rowdy desirable, but a few were from Rowdy’s pov, because I tried to articulate the desire to be “taken in hand” and “taken over” sexually. But I am not particularly good at sex scenes, and someone who disappeared from fandom did it far better than I ever could.